This is it. I hate my body.

I haven’t been actively doing anything about it until recently and although I’ve lost weight like crazy, I can’t get those fucking love handles to go away.

Feeling hungry is the only thing making me feel better about myself right now. Can you develop anorexia at my age???

I’m scared, I’m anxious, I’m lonely, I feel like a poser and a fake. If anybody sees who I really am they will run away.

I want it to be over and the only thing I can think will make me spend all this energy is doing jumping jacks until I faint…

and that’s exactly what I’m going to do.